What is an emotion? Is it a thought merely, or is it the output of a reaction between 2 or more thoughts. Isn’t it like some kind of chemistry, probably a mental or emotional chemistry? A chemistry between few thoughts and some actions, that results in a reaction, internal to the human body, internal to the mind. Maybe even deeper than the mind level. This reaction could be a heavy wind, a blizzard or a cyclone somewhere deep inside.
Sometimes I laugh
Sometimes I cry
Sometimes I hurt
Sometimes I’m angry
And sometimes I’m almost neutral
This is all me, this is all that makes up Doe. But then is it all I wonder. I give my own emotions so much importance, is it all that Doe comprises of? Aren't all these emotions like water? They vaporize when they want and solidify at their own convenience. Each emotion seems to have a mind of its own. Then what is Doe’s identity? Who is Doe? Am I just a Jamba juice made of the different flavors of emotions? Am I a mixed fruit milk shake? What if I don’t want to be a particular fruit or flavor? What if I refuse to be anger…. I refuse to be hurt…. I refuse to have pain…. Is that rational? Or is it mere speculation?
At the end of the day all I want is a mind of my own! And the choice to what flavor I want to be! I choose being at PEACE with myself.
What about you?
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